Spent the morning with my family and the afternoon at the pool with friends. I really want a job but I figure as long as I'm not working, might as well work on my tan. Beautiful day.
Tomorrow is the boat! Yay! I love boats! And I love being on boats with friends. The past few days has been a weird lesson in something. Lesson is still lost on me. Not great news for my growth.
My Aunt and Uncle were here yesterday and this morning. I love them. I love her, she's always been someone I just connect with, she knows me, she loves me and if anyone in my life can understand the 4000 different emotions I feel at one time, it's her. It's always good for the soul to have a sit down with her.
There's a reason I'm where I am. It doesn't make sense to me and I don't understand it but for whatever reason, I'm here. Should have bought a house in the meantime a long time ago. So frustrating. But, I'm here. I'll make the best and most of it. I won't get comfortable where I'm at, I'll continue to press on and look for better.
I'm not where I want to be but thank God I'm not where I was. I look back even a few months ago and see that I've come a long way. When you've traveled on the rocky road that I have, baby steps matter. I feel like I'm getting my footing under me and I'm ready for new ground.
Please God, bring on new ground!
Still blessed, loved and understood. And that is huge!